Chapter 192: No Love or Hate, The Beginning is the End 4,000 Words

Chapter 192 – No Love or Hate, The Beginning is the End 4,000 Words

“Is that so?” Su Yan stared at her eyes and didn’t let go, and determined that, the Shen Xiao Xue of her previous life, would never have such eyes, which made him somewhat believe her explanation.

“Su Yan, I, I see, in my previous life, I did a lot of things that I’m sorry for you, I also did a lot of stupid things, and told you to suffer a lot, I’m sorry for you!”

Shen Xiao Xue only felt at this time, looking directly into his eyes, to be more piercing than looking directly into the sun.

Unable to help, she lowered her head and hung her eyes.

However, she wanted to look at Su Yan’s eyes and finish the words buried in her heart.

So, she raised and lowered her head several times before finally finishing that paragraph.

By the time she finished, her palms were already full of sweat.

“You said that you saw some fragments of your past life, but I guess, you must not have seen the whole thing, right?” Su Yan sniffed, but there was not much fluctuation in his eyes, he just smiled and asked.

Shen Xiao Xue was stunned and nodded her head, “Well, indeed, it’s still incomplete. But, but also already know much, much more. What you silently did for me, what you said, what you didn’t say, I have, seen it all!”

Shen Yuxue wondered how Su Yan could tell at a glance that she hadn’t seen her complete past life.

She wanted to ask, for a moment, but she didn’t know how to speak.

“I’m sorry, I ……”

The current Shen Xiao Xue, apart from apologizing, it seemed that she would not say anything else.

All the apologies she had said in her life, added together, were definitely not as many as this night.

Su Yan, however, shook his head, “Actually, you don’t need to apologize.”

“Since you’re not a reborn person, you just watched some fragments of your past life. Then there’s no need to carry those pasts either.”

His gaze, cast to the moon in the sky, “Just like the moon in the sky, it once shone on two worlds.”

“But in truth, this moon is not yesterday’s moon, and this person is not the old person!”

“The same goes for you, our love-hate relationship belongs to us, to me and that past life you, and has nothing to do with the present you.”

Shen Xiao Xue had thought that Su Yan would mouth bad words, or even turn his head and leave, thought about his various reactions, but did not expect that he would be this kind of answer.

He unexpectedly did not hate himself!
“You, you, don’t hate me?” Shen Xiao Xue asked with trembling lips.

Su Yan shook his head, “At the time when I was just reborn, I used to relocate my anger, but not anymore.”

Shen Xiao Xue felt, his heart, as if to melt the general, but looked at the other side of the pair of still as if the water in the eyes, but a little bit of condensation, several times to open his mouth, before mumbling to ask: “Then why, you treat me, and again, and again, and not like before rebirth that way?”

Su Yan lowered his eyebrows: “Because, there is also no love.”

There is no love and no hate, the starting point is the end.

It was also at this time, Shen Xiao Xue’s ears, sounded the system’s prompt.

“Ding, congratulations, Su Yan’s favorability towards you, rose by one thousand, currently favorability one one zero.”

Shen Xiao Xue: “……”

She looked at that zero, and for a moment, she actually only felt that it was even more piercing than when it was negative one thousand.

Shen Xiaoxue also realized at this time.

Su Yan’s aversion to her, that negative one thousand favorability, perhaps between the two people, the last red line.

If this line is also unraveled by him, then between them, there will really be nothing.

Otherwise, why those infatuated villains, or fallen saints, always say: rather you hate me, do not want you to forget me.

“No!” Shen Xiao Xue violently shook her head, the system ai analyzed the scene, and put away the props provided, the veil part of the suit, revealing her pearly pretty face.

Cold wind blew on her face, but at this moment, Shen Xiao Xue realized nothing.

Instinctively, she reached out and grabbed Su Yan’s hand.

And fearing that he would be displeased, she turned to clutch his sleeve: “You can treat me as hers, I’ve read most of her memories, and in fact, it’s similar to a reborn person.”

“What she owes you, I am willing to repay for her!”

Su Yan’s voice was cold: “Are you sure? Between me and her, we don’t share the same hatred. Are you sure you want me to treat you as her?”

“Ding! System tip: Warning, Su Yan’s favorability towards you, decreased by one thousand, current favorability, negative one thousand.”

System: “Please be careful with your words, host.”

“I ……”

Hearing the system’s prompt, facing Su Yan’s gaze as if it had quenched ice, Shen Xiao Xue’s face turned pale.

Bewildered, like a lost child in a vast wilderness.

Just tightly clutched Su Yan cuffs of the hand is still unwilling to let go, but instead more and more tightly clutched.

“Ding, congratulations, Su Yan’s favorability towards you, rose by one thousand, current favorability, zero.”

……

Su Yan looked at her, sighed, and leisurely said, “In fact, if you want me to treat you as her, it’s impossible.”

“In the past, I always heard about the three lifetimes of reincarnation, although I don’t know if that’s true or not, but I would also think, if it’s true, is that me without memory still me?”

“Closer to home, I would also think, if I have memories of me, if I die, if those great saints have great powers and copy my memories into a puppet, will that puppet be me?”

Shen Xiao Xue tearful eyes slightly blinking, some did not understand, only whispered: “You always have such different ideas from others.”

Including herself, in this world system, mortals were mostly busy with their livelihoods, and martial artists were bent on becoming stronger.

Rarely would there be anyone, like Su Yan, who would always think about nonsense.

In the past, she was always impatient to listen, and over time, Su Yan stopped telling her this.

But now, she wanted him to talk more, about anything.

But Su Yan just summarized, “Anyway, don’t say that you’re not the same her from your previous life. I’m not even sure that I’m still the same me from my previous life.”

“Perhaps, I’ve also just been stuffed with a memory that doesn’t belong to me, and the Su Yan from the previous life has long been buried in the previous life.”

Shen Yuxue bit her lip and asked, “Then, then, as you said, can’t we, can’t we start over? Even if we put aside our previous life, in this life, we are still childhood sweethearts?”

Su Yan: “Impossible!”

“Yes, is it because of, Xiao, Nan, Nan Yi? If you didn’t meet her, is it possible?” Shen Xiaoxue’s cry of Little Beggar almost came out, and she reluctantly changed her words at the last moment.

When she called out those two words, her stomach, which had long been cultivated to the point of cleanliness and flawlessness, all began to bubble acid into her throat.

She wanted to vomit.

Su Yan wanted to say that he couldn’t even without her.

But facing her beautiful eyes that seemed to be on the verge of breaking, he finally softened his heart and only said, “I’ve already met her.”

Shen Xiao Xue wanted to say: do you know that your meeting was just a set up by the Demon Lord?
But once the system’s reminder, as if still ringing in the ears.

“You have to be the female lead, stop being a passerby and cannon fodder.”

Shen Xiaoxue knew that at this time, Su Yan was exactly when he was most poisoned.

If she went to hit the south wall at this time, she would be pure cannon fodder.

If growth is to be able to endure, Shen Xiao Xue feels that she has grown a lot.

“In the future, you and I will treasure each other.” In the end, Su Yan still will sleeve, from Shen Xiao Xue hands pulled out, as Ping Shui met, waved his hand, stepped on the moon, turned to leave.

Feeling that he had completely put down a past.

However, I do not know, behind the woman, just as the eyes of the spider’s web, layers and layers of entanglement with him.

Shen Xiao Xue thought Su Yan would not turn back, so he allowed the feelings in his eyes to spread and grow unchecked.

Unexpectedly, he walked out after a distance, but suddenly looked back, measuring her, abruptly a smile.

“Ah! How, what’s wrong? You, what are you laughing at?”

Shen Yuxue panicked and hid the emotions in her eyes, but a heart was a deer in the headlights from his laughter.

What did he laugh like?
It was like when he was a child, seeing her, making dark dishes.

Or maybe knit out like a pig’s rabbit.

Su Yan: “Haha, I actually didn’t know that you actually love green that much.”

Shen Xiao Xue: “……”

Seeing a green-colored Shen Xiao Xue, Su Yan really couldn’t hold back and turned back to take one more look.

He understood that Shen Xiaoxue wanted to hide her identity.

But generally to hide identity, shouldn’t one wear black color?
She was all in green, besides liking it, Su Yan couldn’t think of any other explanation.

“Well, to be honest, unexpectedly, it kinda suits you, haha!”

“Ding, congratulations, Su Yan’s favorability towards you, up one, current favorability, one.”

Shen Xiao Xue: “……”

Until long after Su Yan left, Shen Xiao Xue was still like a wooden stake in place, a pair of beautiful eyes, a little bit wide.

Back then, she put on this green robe, why did she ever think that there would be a day when the vest fell off!
What is the society death ah, is no more than that.

Although, this all green dress dress like, still only be Su Yan see.

But for Shen Xiao Xue, was Su Yan see, that is like being a million people see la!

That saying may be right, there is no secret in the world that can be hidden forever.

Mortals can still bring their secrets into coffins and bury them in the earth, and only need to hide them for a hundred years.

A martial artist, however, has to hide it for a thousand years.

Shen Xiaoxue heart a cold, today, she exposed the identity of the green warrior, in the coming days, will not even those collections also ……

……

After that, Su Yan will still be called into the palace by Li Changsheng for three days, Su Yan went a few times, and then could not help but suspect that this guy is not a thief, but also want him to be the queen, and then simply sue for illness at home.

Li Changsheng: “Oh.”

What kind of sickness can you have as a sub-saint of the Nine Lives Lamp, have you been drained by the witch?
At the same time, as the period of the king’s examination approaches, there are more and more heavenly prides from all walks of life gathered in the capital, and it gradually becomes lively.

Especially around Su Xue, gathered more and more wild bees and butterflies, every day there will be several pairs, in order to her on the ring to fight out of the dog’s head, just for wrestling beauty a glance, that’s right, do not expect to wrestle beauty a smile, just want to get her once look back.

In the good people row on the list of love list, she has already force over the big holy emperor’s cool sister, pure sister, topped the list.

She was known as the Fairy of Clear Snow.

Also not all because of the family power, the first growth of Su Xue, live a teenager Shen Xiao Xue.

And there are no shortcomings in Shen Xiao Xue, belonging to the perfect board of Shen Xiao Xue.

How can you tell the teenagers not to be moved?
However, the vast majority of them, but broke through the Su Xue side, Lei Tiangang their four siblings composed of the four big Kong this pass, even the opportunity to offer attentiveness will not have.

Except for Li Heng.

That day, Li Heng in a group of senior brothers and sisters under the cover, finally succeeded in luring away the obstruction of the four vajra, hand holding the world’s first rabbit, offered to the fairy in front.

Unfortunately, Su Xue is not the kind of woman who would abandon the rabbit and fall in love with another woman, and immediately rejected him.

A flavor building, one of the top ten restaurants in the capital.

As soon as Bamboo Xiaobao arrived in the capital, he spent all the money that his two aunts had given him and bought this place.

Now this place has become the gathering point for the five of their siblings.

On this day, apart from Niu Flutter, the remaining four of them, they all gathered in the Heavenly Room of the One Flavor Building.

“Li Heng, the third seat of the Shanhe Yiqi Alliance’s pro-transmission, his master is Sage Li Qingfeng’s third disciple Zhuo Bufan, who is considered a Sage’s disciple’s grandson, the top of the list of the sixty-seven years of King’s Examination in Yong’an, and is titled as the King of Guangping.”

“He once had a wife, who was his childhood sweetheart’s senior sister. However, three months after he was crowned Guangping King, he died violently from practicing kung fu and becoming obsessed.”

Lei Tiangang snorted, “And according to my investigation, her death was not because of any fire going into the devil, but was shocked to death by King Guangping with a cup of poisonous wine, it was only because the poison used was very special that it looked like a fire going into the devil.”

Chen Yu Chan: “Phew, this kind of privacy, how do you know about it? Could it be that that princess of his turned into a ghost and was summoned by you with the Ghost Wish Sail?”

Lei Tiangang: “Of course not, if every tragic death could be incarnated as a ghost that would be great, I’m afraid there would be half as many injustices in this world.”

Lei Tiangang giggled, his eyes unconsciously revealed love: “I just let my mother, pretending to be the tragic death of Guangping Wangfei, went to Guangping Wangfu to stroll around.”

Chen Yu Chan: “……”

The Niangzi in Lei Tiangang’s mouth was a Sub-Saint Realm Ghost King.

It had followed him since he was just cultivating.

“Why did he poison his own princess?” Bamboo Xiaobao put down the half-chewed dragon rib steak in his hand and asked in puzzlement.

Lei Tiangang patted his shoulder, “Xiao Bao, you’re still young, you don’t understand, a man’s three great joys, promotion, wealth and death of his wife.”

“Sometimes, when one waits for the first two and can’t wait for the third, then one will take the initiative to fight for it.”

“Oh.” Bamboo Xiaobao scratched his head, was he too simple, he looked at Chen Yuchan and Su Xue.

Senior Sister Chen didn’t mention it, why did Senior Sister Su also look like a commonplace, she was obviously only sixteen years old!
“Senior Brother Lei, why are you checking him out? Is it because you think that Senior Sister’s eyes will be on that person, and that’s why you went to investigate his character’s origins for me?” Su Xue asked as she held a cup of sour plum soup.

Her pretty face was a bit pale, and it was hard to hide her weariness, so she was a bit like Lin Daiyu.

It was only because after meeting Li Heng, she had nightmares for the past few nights and had not had a good night’s sleep.

“Right, Lei Tiangang are you idle, is our little sister’s vision that bad?” Chen Yu Chan also followed with a dissatisfied voice.

Lei Tiangang shook his head, “Of course I believe in my little sister’s vision.”

After a pause, he looked at Chen Yu Chan, “Actually, it was Master who asked me to check.”

Chen Yu Chan froze, “Ah!”

Chen Yu Chan: “So that’s how it is, Master, he is far-sighted, Little Sister is still young, sometimes she is indeed a bit simple.”

Su Xue: “……”

Chen Yu Chan added: “This Li Heng, at a glance, is not a good person, indeed we have to be on guard.”

She slapped the table and said to Lei Tiangang in dissatisfaction, “How come you only found out about this, let me ask you, what color does that Li Heng’s bottom love to wear? Do you know?”

Lei Tiangang: “……”

(End of chapter)